* Just As It is... **

Monday, January 29, 2007

I think I'll just melt if any guy sings this to me, or even mean everything in this lyric.

Read it and then download it!

I know you've heard these words a hundred other times before
And you've been hurt and so your heart has chose to close the door
Love brook your heart and brought you lies

Look in my eyes
You'll see a love that's deep and true
Tender and strong and all for you
You can trust this love
Honest, that's the honest truth

From the heart
I'm giving you everything, everything
From the heart, I promise you that I'll be there, I'll be there to love you
From the soul I'm showing you all I feel, all I feel is
From the heart, from the heart I will protect you and respect you and be all you need

And when you reach for love you'll only need to reach for me
These arms will never let you down
They're staying aroundI'll walk with you through every storm
I'll keep you safe, I'll keep you warm
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for

*all jello inside*
*melts*

Thought @ 6:34 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

29th
Will always mean something to me, the number itself is significant to me.
It represents the datemy life took a change, a good change.
someone entered my life and never left since 27 months ago..

Yes, it has been 27 months babe.
27 months since you first came to my house in your basketball attire, with that sweaty-messy look holding something in your hands..
That was when u popped the question in your car..

Those were the memories, still vivid.
But along the way,we've created even more bittersweet memories and I wouldn't trade it for anything in the world.
We've been through hell, stuck through it and made our way out of it
And I'm proud of the way we worked things out despite our differences in many things
It has been a long time, but we're still learning to be better people.

Happy 2 years and 3 months anniversary darling.
Although we're 3000 miles apart now, I'll see you in 8 days

*smiles*

Inevitably, I do miss you.

PS: Forgive my sudden outburst of an emotional breakdown. Blame the sappy romantic cantonese movie Happy Birthday (which I dragged Dennis and Loong to watch it with me lol) yesterday night and now the result of watching such a movie-that-will-make-you-weep!! =p

Currently on repeat: Jay Chou - Tui Hou

Labels: Personal

Thought @ 6:04 PM

Saturday, January 27, 2007

is to try to keep yourself busy the whole day to keep your mind off a certain someone
but all you can think of is of that certain someone.
That certain someone has not sent a single message the entire day

and that certain someone is 6 hours late.

Everyday since that certain someone left, he would message me telling me he's alright and awake at around 5pm-6pm Malaysia time
But somehow, today was slightly perculiar
I did not recieve a single message at that time till now..

Should I be worried?

o.O

I need to get out to keep myself busy again, to stop thinking, to stop wondering, to stop missing.

Okay off to AC now with Kelvin.

Thought @ 6:25 AM

Thursday, January 25, 2007

and I'm screaming for joy..
Inside of course, because I'm currently at office where people tend to look professional)
Don't you just love Friday's because it stands for "Temporary 2 Day-Liberation"

*smile* :)

Currently Listening to: Samson - Kenangan Terindah

Yes, it's an Indonesian song but a pretty meaningful song.
Haha you get introduced to Indonesian songs when your colleague beside you has a Hot, i mean really Hot Indonesian husband
(haha she was happily showing him off with the pictures on her laptop)
So sweet lah "just-married couples"..

*double smile* :)

I'm just all in a smiley mood because hey, today is Friday
and today's a special Friday because its Half-Day-Work for me!
Some PwC intern cocktail reception thingy later at 3pm-5pm
So practically not sitting down, staring at my laptop screen till 6.30pm

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

High on euphoria now.

Call me out people, its a Friday

Thought @ 8:07 PM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Currently Listening to: Michael Buble - Home

Glad to see 2006 go?
Well every year is the same, it just keeps getting better so I'm looking forward to 2007

Did u change your hair in 2006?
Hmm omg, 2006 was a bad bad year for my hair. Haha towards the end, straighten and dyed/highlighted it :)

The best part of 2006?
Being in melbourne, meeting new people and friends

The worst part of 2006?
I don't think there was a "screw up" in 2006.

Any new crushes in 2006?
Haha my relationship is not a crush.

Who will you never forget?
Everyone!

Who do you wish you didn't meet?
Urm, no one?

Did you have a boyfriend in 2006?
Yes, same one since 2004 :)

Did you fall in love in 2006?
Didn't fall. Fell.

Did you catch someone in lie in 2006?
yes, sadly

Did you call them out?
Haha yes i did.

Did you get caught in a lie? What was it?
Urm yeah sort of.

Funniest moment of 2006?
Hmm..omg too many to list down.

Most embarassing moment of 2006?
Haha i always embarass myself (silly-ly, is there such a word??? o.O)

Did you take any vacations in 2006? where?
Suppose to go Sydney, but didn't. Went to China!

Any new hobbies of 2006?
Hmm shopping intensively? lol

Did you get a new job in 2006?
Yes, waitress-ing

Did you lose a job in 2006?
Nope. Quit, yes.

Did you host a party in 2006?
Well threw a party for Shaun's birthday! :)

Where did most of your money go?
Shopping

What song will always remind you of 2006?
Too many.

Biggest Achievement in 2006?
Entered Melbourne Uni.

Biggest Failure of 2006?
Nothing really.

In 2006, did u lie to miss a day of work/school?
Haha in Uni, nobody cares if u miss a day or a week or a month or even a year. lol

Did you move in 2006?
Yes, and moving again this year!

What was your greatest musical discovery?
The fray :)

What was the best book you read?
My econs book. lol

What was your favourite movie of the year?
Too many, but the first movie that came up was X Men 3.

What did you want in 2006 and got?
Going to melbourne :)

What did you want in 2006 but didn't get?
8 distinctions. :(

Did you make out in public in 2006?
Make out NO! But pecks, yes

What's the ringer on your cellphone?
Urm... Dave joy - fourth joyride

Who did you miss?
My family the most.

Who was the best new person you met??
All my new friends in uni

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more exciting?
I don't know.

Your favourite commercial in 2006?
Some chewing gum ad! So funny.

Something you couldn't leave home without in 2006?
My handphone. hahaha

How did you spend New Year's 2006?
Some hotel in Midvalley. Drunk. Yes

Valentine's Day 2006?
Hmm.. with Shaun at some restaurant in Damansara Heights.

Easter 2006?
Doing my assignments in Australia. lol

Halloween 2006?
Dont celebrate halloween..

Thanksgiving 2006?
Nothing

Christmas 2006?
Oasis, Bangsar

Your Birthday?
In Melbourne with a wonderful surprise!!g

Tag(8 bloggers):
Whoever thats on my list laah. Haha

Take Care readers :)

Labels: General

Thought @ 7:58 PM

Monday, January 22, 2007

So kiss me and smile for me
Tell me that you'll wait for me
Hold me like you'll never let me go

Every place I go, I think of you
Every song I sing, I sing for you
~~When I come back I'll wear your wedding ring~~
(okay maybe not that part. lol)

Shaun left this morning for UK, and no he's not going there for good, just on holiday for 2 + weeks..
I know pathetic, but I feel temporary "alone"
:(
So be better come back with lots and lots of goodies for me!
Especially that Burberry charm bracelet i want. Yes you, that silver charm bracelet one :)

*lights up*

So pretty.

I miss Him already.
336 hours to go...

Ah, at least there's something to look forward to this weekend!

K007 @ Asia club

Rookie Doubles & Mix Doubles, yah! :)

Labels: Events

Thought @ 6:45 PM

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Currently listening to: Aqualung - Falling out of love

Aqualung is not quite the best remedy for lonely emotional people, like me @ work.
Lol.
Everyone is out having fun and enjoying their holidays expect for me, who now is currently stuck in office with a whole bunch of work to finish before 5.30pm.

If work isn't finished by 5.30pm, I might be looking at a job that ends almost close to 7pm :(
There goes my evening nap and a start for an early dinner with Shaun.

:(

I'm sitting at my desk, accompanying me is my Milo packet and my black/pink iPod Nano.
My faithful friends in times of boredom.
I need liberation, right now.

Oh and Shaun is flying off to UK tomorrow for 2 whole weeks.
Boo.
Can my day get any worse?

Sigh.

Oookay, back to work and lots of reading.

Labels: Daily

Thought @ 11:57 PM

Grey's Anatomy

If you haven't laid your eyes on this awesome tv series, I urge you to do so immediately.

If you're bored and have absolutely nothing better to do, I urge you to download the whole season one and season two right NOW!

Not only because this show has the most dreamy-eyed doctor ever, Dr Derek Shepherd,

this show has the best kick-ass story line ever!

Have an inside on the everyday life of doctors and their lifes in it!

I've been having this tempation to watch at least 4 frickin episodes a day, the least!

So that makes about 45 minutes x 4 episodes a day..

Pratically the whole afternoon/night wasted! No wait, definitely not wasted but frickin interesting!

I just love lazing around in my ugly pyjamas, ugly messy hair and my specs feeling so comfortable at home watching Grey's Anatomy.

Ah, you wouldn't get my drift unless you start watching it and get hooked!

Come on, join the fun!

Download it now now now now now now now!!! *smiles*

"...Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is. Appreciating small victories. Admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we're thankful for the things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate...."

Dr Meredith Grey, narrator of Grey's Anatomy.

Dammit, I particually despise Sundays, because the following day is Monday..

and Monday is the day where I proudly get to wake up at 7.30 in the morning just to sit through and experience an everyday KL jam just to get to Sime Darby, where work is.

Work, I don't want to start ranting about it.

I hate Mondays :( and now I hate Tuesdays because He is leaving for UK.

Bleh, bad week ahead!

Labels: Daily

Thought @ 3:16 AM

Why I Love him

Because he makes me feel special every second without knowing it

Because he takes me out everyday (almost) and greets me with a hug each time he sees me

Because he asks me about my day everytime i see him

Because he scolds me for being stubborn

Because he shouts at me when I'm doing something wrong, which proves he cares

Because he calls me every single night to say good night despite being together for 2 years plus

Because he makes me laugh whenever he talks

Because he does the simplest things to make me smile, inside out.

Although sometimes we have our own ways with things, although sometimes we argue to prove who's right and although sometimes we may unintentionally hurt one another,

I still love being with HIM.

I'm going to miss you like crazy for the next 2 weeks.
Yeah, I know 2 weeks sounds pathetic.
But you wouldn't understand it unless you were me.

Currently Listening to: Kendall Payne - Scratch, Grey's Anatomy soundtrack

Labels: Personal

Thought @ 12:06 AM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Helloooo cyber world, again.

Okay,
So yeah, I've decided (urm, thrice again.. teeheehee*) that I should reopen my cyber blog because that's the only thing that keeps me occupied on the internet!
*shudders*
Don't blame me la okay, I'm just about an internet illiterate to a computer illiterate okay. Yup, pretty much undereducated!
:(

But this time, I am not, NOT going to open this little cyber-space-diary/journal thingy to the whole world wide web and the whole world.
Friends and friends of friends that i know only please.
Wtf, that didn't even make sense. Pfffffttttttttt...

So I've started living the working life ever since 2007 commenced.
And let me tell you people, working does not equate, not even close to how FUN studying is.
Seriously, working just makes studying look good!
No stress, no worries, no responsibilities (other than assignments, hehehe), no mean people at work, no bosses, no politics, well basically everything not nice :)

I promised myself that after I end my stint here at PwC, I am so going to enjoy my life as a student!
Hell yeah, being a Uni student rocks my world.

Okay, 2007 resolutions (i only stick to them after a month into 2007) *hehehe*

Lose 5 kg (uh-huh, I'm very determined. wahaha)
Make full use of my uni life in Melbourne
Explore Melbourne, go on holidays all year round and be adventurous! :)
Pray very hard that i study hard this year
Be very mathematical incline because I NEED TO and somehow i've lost the ability of that ever since i've stopped maths subjects and depended on my calculator for a 1 x 1,000,000 question. Lol.
Earn lots of money during a part-time job, and SHOP like crazy!
Call my family more often
Be a loving daughter, friend, girlfriend :)

So there it is, my first long post of nonsense. Lol.

Happy 2007 people.

*cheers to a fantastic 2007*

Cynthiaaaaa-so-fair-until-i-jealous, Saraahhhh, Sherve (who went back to UK and i'm so sorry i didnt see u before u left)

Okay, back to work at 9.30 am :(

Boo. I'm pratically throwing my holiday awaaayyy! :(

Labels: General

Thought @ 5:14 PM